Hi, what's going on that's got you so sad?

Me and my bf are not talking anymore..It's killing me because he's the only person I talk to and really connect with..

Sorry that your support person isn't there. At some point, I realized that I needed to make some friends, since good friends stick around. It has been a tremendous help when the man in my life isn't there anymore. Hugs.

Thank you..I can only blame myself for this because I shut everybody out my life because of him..everybody was out to get me and weren't really my friends when he is the one I should've cut off and ran from years ago..

You are right, it is important to be connected to someone and have someone to communicate with, especially someone who loves you and that you love in return. It sounds as if you didn't feel loved by your friends even before your boyfriend. I am going to pray for you. Everyone needs to know the one who really loves them.

Crying.Yeh I can relate. I've spent the last week having uncontrollable bouts of crying.It's the 5 year anniversary of my divorce and my ex has been dating other people and moving on yet I don't have any friends and can't seem to meet anyone that I click with.
I can totally relate to your statement.".I can only blame myself for this because I shut everybody out my life because of him..everybody was out to get me and weren't really my friends when he is the one I should've cut off and ran from years ago..". I allowed the exact same dynamic to infect my relationship.My ex thought all my friends were losers and gave them the cold shoulder most of the time.Friends either stopped coming around or I chose my wife over them because my marriage was my priority.
After all these years I now find myself friendless while she secretly kept in touch with friends and ex boyfriends on facebook.
At the heart of it I'm just hurt and sad I've lost my best friend and support system.Is that how you feel too? I've found when the tears come it's best to grab a cold rag and let the tears flow.Just let it out,it's the healing process and it hurts like hell!

@StevenCR You got it completely right and it hurts so bad..Sorry you are going through this as well. I feel so lost and alone and people really don't understand what I've been through so I just keep to myself and did with my craziness alone..