Depression Support Group

Depression is a real and debilitating condition that is often misunderstood by family and friends. Its meaning can range from a prolonged period of sadness to an actual mental illness with specific symptoms. Find and share experiences with others who are going through the same struggles.

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angelite 03/16/2008

does no one pay attention to the crisis board around here? what's the point of having it?

i need help! :(

deleted_user 03/16/2008

are you ok, whats wrong?

angelite 03/16/2008

i'm losing it! i found myself driving aimlessly and wrecklessly tonight hoping that God will take it upon Himself to throw me into a tree so I don't have to do it myself. maybe if i just walked around for a while in a bad neighborhood someone will off me. i have never been this down before ever. if i took a bottle of over the counter sleeping pills would it work? i have no job, no money, no friends... no motivation to care anymore. i give it my all and i am tired of trying.

no one in real life wants to bother with me, and it seems no one here really does either. i just need someone to be supportive. i need it.

deleted_user 03/16/2008

im here for you, im sure lots of people want you around.

angelite 03/16/2008

i tried expressing how i felt to my boyfriend and he got angry with me and said he is tired of me being so pessimistic. i am tired of being positive on the outside when i don't feel it on the inside. he is the only one i can share my inner feelings with, or so i thought.

deleted_user 03/16/2008

I am sorry angel. I have been having a rough week and on thursday was feeling really down my lowest I think in a while. I just worked my way back up the ladder to the sunshine and finally have a reason to smile. I would love to help out in the crisis board. I just am not sure I am ready just yet to be helping other people and risk setting myself off again so quickly.

I do send my hugs to you and positive energy your way.

Please know that in time the thoughts and feelings do pass. But if you feel as if you are a danger to yourself ie. you don't think you can control yourself and resist the urges please get somewhere safe, away from anything that could harm you. Go to a hospital or call a friend to stay with you if you are afraid of the hospital. Please have someone keep an eye on you and stay safe.

deleted_user 03/16/2008

I am a crisis...

angelite 03/16/2008

i put off refilling my xanax because i thought was doing better and didn't need it. now i really do and i am in no shape to do it.

missoctober 03/16/2008

Can your boyfriend or someone help you get your prescription? Do you need to see a doctor before you get it, or can you just go to the pharmacy? I hope you're feeling better today.

deleted_user 03/16/2008

hang in there sweetie! this is just a bad moment...it will get better.

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