Hello everyone! I just thought I'd let everyone know that the post I made a few days ago (Titled "Failure"). that whole situation, has been resolved. I talked to my friend and apparently she didn't see the text I sent, which is why she never talked about it or brought it up. I was freaking out because I vividly remember saying that to her. I hadn't remembered being callous about it, but I remembered saying it. Apparently another one of her friends was callous and said the exact same thing that I did and she was talking about her in her post that she made. So everything is good, our friendship is great, and I am okay. The crisis has been averted. I am really grateful for all the support everyone gave me. It really helped me to stay away from the blade and to actually talk to her about the whole situation. We are actually going to college together, if I didn't already mention that in my previous post, and are going to be hanging out a lot over the next couple of weeks. Another one of my friends reached out to me recently and is wanting to hang out, so I am trying to surround myself in my friends and with people who actually care about me and know what it's like feel like I did because both of these friends are suffering from depression. They get it and it's really great to be able to talk to someone who has been there. Again, so grateful for all your support. Love you guys :)