So I have no clue why but EVERY relationship I am in... almost anyway... I tend to think that person is 'the one'...i take things fast... I am super sure about our future one minute and the next, second thoughts.
It's only been a couple months and since say one (silly I know).. I felt he was Mr right. Like with no doubt. Now I am questioning it. Why does my mind do this?? :( anyone relate?
I'm having an extremely hard time right now. Very depressed. I know people here would understand. Life is waaaaay to hard for me. I want to let go. So bad. That sound so lovely. I dread the light coming in the windows in the morning. Don't want to face another day of pain and work. it's too hard for me. it really is.
This year I started medication to treat my depression. I think the main reason this was the year where something was finally done (even though I've been struggling for a long time) is because this year I started attending a public high school, after being home schooled for 2 years. In 7th grade, I remember feeling really lost and upset, and I would miss a lot of school, keep my head down all day...