So I have no clue why but EVERY relationship I am in... almost anyway... I tend to think that person is 'the one'...i take things fast... I am super sure about our future one minute and the next, second thoughts.
It's only been a couple months and since say one (silly I know).. I felt he was Mr right. Like with no doubt. Now I am questioning it. Why does my mind do this?? :( anyone relate?
Im so suicidal right now. The cpn ive worked with for 4 years has just seen me for the last time ever and im upset. I was already suicidal. I just dont see any point anymore. Im just a pathetic shitty person. My own family are ashamed of me, im wshamed of me. Im a horrible person that deserves evrrything i got in life.
I've long learned to never depend on anyone while in darkness 'cause even your own shadow leaves you...