ok i know i shouldn't have gone to colon cancer and read all those stories- made me both sad and angry- all these survivors of cancer ! and yet my mom couldn't be saved ! i am still bitter that there is no cure ! and i blame the medical researchers ! don't tell me they don't have enough money to do the research- there has got to be something out there that will cure this and stop it from taking our loved ones from us ! i can only hope they will find one soon... anyways i am sad too - cause all the stories made me cry and i'm already feeling bad about Matt ! why do i do this to myself !? depression is not fun- anyone else wish it would just go away?.... just venting .....but still i offered my support to all these people cause i feel my mom would've wanted it that way- again- totally venting here...
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