Depression Support Group

Depression is a real and debilitating condition that is often misunderstood by family and friends. Its meaning can range from a prolonged period of sadness to an actual mental illness with specific symptoms. Find and share experiences with others who are going through the same struggles.

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mysticrose 05/14/2014

I lost my 7 kids on January 24th. I've been struggling ever since. I was kicked out of the house as it was owned by my ex and his new wife. No one understands. Friends say it's my choice to live or die, that's true. I've typed a suicide note. Told friends what to do if the worst happens. Seems there is no reason to stay. I've almost pushed everyone away. My father did it (took his life), maybe it is my turn

Victorious 05/14/2014

Hi Rose,

I see what you are saying but I can begin to imagine how you must feel.

would it be fine if you share what has trigger you to feel this way?

mysticrose 05/14/2014

Mother's day has really done it for me, it was the first mothers day without waking up with my children and knowing I will never have that again. I only get a few hours access a week

Victorious 05/14/2014

What do you mean you lost your kids? and why do you only have a few hours access a week?

mysticrose 05/14/2014

family services gave them to their father, their father will only give me 2hrs a week

Victorious 05/14/2014

Now I understand. That is so unfortunate. Is there a recouse to overturn the decision made by family services?

heretic 05/14/2014

You lost your father to suicide. You know how that feels. Would you want your kids to live with that? A couple hours a week is better than nothing, and it could change in the future to be more time. But not if you take your own life. Sorry you are hurting so much. I hope things improve for you soon. Big Hugs

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