might as well end it- i am never going to be happy with my life- i never say the right things- i always end up hurting people and myself in the process and i feel like i will not be able to speak out again- i will be sad and hopeless and keep my mouth shut- cause everyone is against me- everyone! ....... don't worry i will never open my big mouth and speak my mind and stand up for what is right again.... everytime i start getting confidence i get shoot down- with someone saying i did something wrong ! i'm a horrible person- so i just wish i could swallow a million pills and not wake up.. maybe i'll jump off of a bridge - not like anyone will miss me anyways...... i can't handle anything else negative in my life right now- and i just keep getting it piled on me... there are only a few people who truly care about me- and one of them is my friend on here- i'll probably end up getting kicked or banned or whatever u call it and then i won't have a way to vent .... and i really need that- but whatever- everyone hates me - so might as well just end it .......
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