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Can't Shut my Big Mouth ! .

RockNMetalChic
RockNMetalChic
might as well end it- i am never going to be happy with my life- i never say the right things- i always end up hurting people and myself in the process and i feel like i will not be able to speak out again- i will be sad and hopeless and keep my mouth shut- cause everyone is against me- everyone! ....... don't worry i will never open my big mouth and speak my mind and stand up for what is right again.... everytime i start getting confidence i get shoot down- with someone saying i did something wrong ! i'm a horrible person- so i just wish i could swallow a million pills and not wake up.. maybe i'll jump off of a bridge - not like anyone will miss me anyways...... i can't handle anything else negative in my life right now- and i just keep getting it piled on me... there are only a few people who truly care about me- and one of them is my friend on here- i'll probably end up getting kicked or banned or whatever u call it and then i won't have a way to vent .... and i really need that- but whatever- everyone hates me - so might as well just end it .......
deleted_user
deleted_user
I dont hate you and I would rue the missed chance of getting to know you. We all say things we regret, the important thing is to acknowledge them and say sorry. I know its hard, I often seem to have my foot in my mouth and it sucks feeling guilty for making others feel bad, but that guilt shows what a loving and compassionate person you are because you care for others feelings.
Dont do yourself down honey, things will pick up, I myself have been assured of the fact by others in recent times.
Hugs to you
deleted_user
deleted_user
i am sure everybody does not hate you.but i know how you feel.i have felt the same way.Yes somebody will miss you what about the people who care about you.I lost my friend to sucide and everyday i miss her.She did not relize what a beautiful person she was and how much she was need it.and please see that in yourself.
ZAZAS
ZAZAS
I have a bad problem with speaking my mind at the wrong time on occasion, and it being the wrong thing at the wrong time. Everyone has at some time or other. But, I know what you mean, it is so hard to build you confidence up, but so easy to destroy it. Hang in there, life is about learning. You are not the first person to stick there foot in their mouth, won't be the last. Will it matter in 5 years? Will whatever you said to whomever matter in 1 year..........I have to remember to put things in perceptive. Also, it is ok to think whatever you want, just don't say everything outloud. Practice makes perfect, and if you were standing up for what you felt was right, don't worry about it, you did the right thing.