Not trying to make light of it. This kind of thing is devastating .. but very survivable. It feels like the end, .. but it is not. It is a beginning actually. This happens to many, many people .. but to each nothing is worse.
You will survive. You will recover. It wil eventually be very little to you. Life is for living .. each of us have a life .. and it does not include anyone else .. until it is right. Then, someone else is an enhancement to life. It will happen for you. It could even happen soon.

You are too young to give up on life. You may have to give up on the relationship. I expect you will hear from him. When you do, be prepared to tell him that you are doing fine without him. Go get involved, do activities, meet new people, re-discover your great qualities that made you so attractive in the first place.

thanks, i psyche myself to do stuff
but when depression hits ... it hits hard and i am unable to function at all. my heart is in nothing and i feel totally lost

Lonely, sorry that you are having a hard time of it. Look for the positives...you can take what you have learned form the relationship and find solace there. Lovers come and go, but that does not mean that your capacity to love has left with him!

Blessings Friend!

I have to agree with Kris...you will meet someone else...lovers do come and go until that one special one arrives at your door...it does hurt right now, but honey you will survive...you just have to trust that you are strong enough to overcome this lose...remember there are more fish to fry out there and yours will be swimming to you soon!!! (LOL)...Hang in there it will get better!!!
Hugs as always,
Margaret
P.S. I am going to friend request you guys...I am relatively new to this site and I would sure like to make some new friends!!! ure hope to hear from you all soon!!!

thank you all, I already feel a bit better that all of you care.
I see a ray of hope that people care.

Yes, there is always a brighter side to things when people care...let us know if you have any specific problem that you need help with or if you just want to talk...this seems to be a great site...I hope to visit it more often...Hugs as always...Margaret

people around you in rl care also. Give them a chance to help you through this very difficult time.

yes , i do spend time with my friends and talk with them...
it helps to some extent but after that i still feel hopeless

i am scared all this is hardening me