Life truly stinks. I am now at a point in which I truly believe there is no hope left. I do not believe my parents know how horrible I am feeling despite the fact that I have told my mom how I am feeling. My head is killing me and I feel like crap. I am so low right now that I do not think I have been lower in my life. I have officially tried asking for help. I do not care anymore. This is the way in which I am supposed to feel, so I better get used to it. I know longer care if I look sad and depressed in public anymore, I used to try and put on a fake smile so I would not look so sad, but I do not care anymore. My mind is racing so fast that I no longer try to see what and where it is going. It pains me to walk, it pains me to get up out of bed, it pains me to think. There really is nothing left to say except for the fact that I am absolutely alone and horrible.
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