I'd be willing to talk. You're welcome to shoot me a message if you'd like, or if you're uncomfortable with that, is there anything you would be willing to open up about? Like why you feel so dissatisfied right now?

Let's talk before doing anything like that. I'm open to talking about anything with you. No judgements, I am here to listen. Please give talking with someone a chance. Please don't give up.

Hey. I’d be willing to talk, you’re welcome to message me. Please don’t end your life. You have so much value. You could talk to one of us, or contact a helpline, some are listed under crisis resources at the top of the page (if you live in the US, there’s even a text line- 741741, which people reply to quite quickly, otherwise there’s lifeline crisis chat which is slower or one of the phone lines). I’ve wanted to die before myself, and honestly my faith and loved ones both contributed to me sticking around. It can be really helpful to open up to someone you love about this kind of stuff.
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I always say that I like to talk but, chicken out when someone responds. I am shocked to see that 3 peeps responded and are willing to chat. I honestly don't know what to say....what do i say?!
I am depressed...that's is a given. I want to end it...that was stated. uhh...help? i don't know what to ask for help from...maybe...

I am willing to open up about whatever, Whatever anyone is willing to talk about. I just don't know what to do...or talk about.

Maybe let’s start with what would help you the most to talk about? And if you don’t know, what do you think has been nagging on you the most lately?

yeah, you can really talk about anything. We are all here to listen and help in whatever way we can

We find strength in sharing our stories and leaning on our support groups here when we need to. It's okay. We're here to listen. And if you don't want to talk about anything too heavy, we could talk about stuff that brings you even a little peace.

I also sent you a pm. I hope to hear from you soon.

I don't know what yo talk about. it has simply been life that has been bothering me or living or something that relates to that. I mean doesn't it get boring after a while? I'm simply done with it...there just seems like there is nothing else out there.

eon, you can always talk to me, i have all sorts of ideas how to die , i have lived with this a very long time. not dyeing isnt chickening out, god no,, its much easier to die when you really want to die then it is to live when you really want to die. ONE THING THAT STOPS ME IS THE FACT THAT SUICIDE IS THE MOST SELFISH ACT THERE IS. its all about how i feel and what i want and has no regard to how anyone else would feel. im not blowing smoke up your ass, this how i have been this whole week, i wanted to die badly i pleaded to god to take me,, i just couldnt do it myself, not because i was chicken, but because i'm not that selfish. it would be so easy to walk away from life and go thru the red door to hell very easy,, it takes more guts to face yourself in a mirror and say no to your self and face your demons head on. i tell them to bring it, i know what i feel , but im not a coward by still being here. if i were dead i couldn't say what needed to be said, just very dead, a rotting pile of flesh. thats pretty disgusting but face what it really means, dead dead dead, no do overs just dead. whats so cool in that? nothing is more boring then being dead. you have a chance to live please use that,. dead is like being a rock you just lay there very boring you watch as the worms consume, your body very very boring,, rather watch moss grow. hangings arent cool, you struggle badly to get free if you can,, your body doesnt want to die despite of what your mind is telling you. so if you really feel you need to die talk to me first ive been through all of that before, i'm pretty old considering the fact i had to deal with this many times i know the best ways to die and the best ways to live so please ask me do you really to die?or are you asking me how to live when you want to die?

I agree that dead would be boring if there was a way to experience it, but there isn't. My mother even said it was selfish for our uncle to kill himself. He was 82 and had Parkinson's Disease. He lived for 82 years! AND he had Parkinson's Disease! I say that twice because my mother was so mad about it. Saying he was a coward and other bullshit, but I say he was 82 and had Parkinson's! If he was my age(38) and just hated life, like me, then sure. Go ahead and say it's cowardice, but try putting a gun in your mouth and try to pull the trigger. IT IS HARD! There is nothing about suicide that is cowardice.

This is just to rough,,,later all. Just wanted to get a little bit out. I'll leave this site up for anyone who finds it.

Hi Eon, please don't hurt yourself. You said your life is boring. What do you like to do? Have you thought about how you would like your life to be? Maybe try something that interests you like a hobby (painting, reading, going to the movies, etc.). Your life is important. Life has it's highs and lows and when we get to a low point, we have to find support to help us out. Have you considered going to a counselor? Maybe they could help and show you ways how to change your thoughts and manage your emotions. As the other poster questions said there are crisis hotlines out there that you can call. If no one is available, call the crisis hotline. Don't give up. Wishing you the best.

Please don't kill yourself. Talk with a counselor. Stay here for support.

Maybe get a pet, go see a movie, go for a walk, sit on your steps, send me a pm. Please I beg you to do anything but kill your self.