Depression Support Group

Depression is a real and debilitating condition that is often misunderstood by family and friends. Its meaning can range from a prolonged period of sadness to an actual mental illness with specific symptoms. Find and share experiences with others who are going through the same struggles.

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angelite 09/30/2008

there is a bottle of pills waiting. i could take them all right now and am highly tempted. no one would find me until morning... no one would know until then.... yet, it is that very thought that scares me from doing it. the thought of carrying out my plan and succeeding frightens me. so much conflicting feelings.

milly17 09/30/2008

Doesnt solve anything honey and you are worth far more ok? I tried it when i was a teenager and im so glad my parents found me because i went on to have 2 great years at college, holidays with mates a above all a wonderful daughter who i am proud of. Your life is important so hold onto it. If you wanna talk to me im here ok?

deleted_user 09/30/2008

Milly is right. You have a LOT to offer the world. You are obviously a passionate person and this world needs peopel like you DESPERATELY!!! And we do here. People who are going to care for us that much.

Please stay

deleted_user 09/30/2008

For 6 months I was serious in my planning now I dont even think about it - things change and improve - share this with someone anyone close or preferably a medic Big hugs

deleted_user 09/30/2008

What if it takes hours and feels alot worse then you imagine? what if you change your mind when it's too late? what if it just damages you? is there anyone you can call or go to? has this happened before, is there anything you did last time which got you safely through this?

deleted_user 09/30/2008

I just lived what your saying....Although I do not remember taking anything.
If you can hang in there just a minute at a time your getting one step ahead.
WHen I woke after it all I felt worse then I did at my lowest point. I saw the hurt and the damage I did to those who really do care. Now I live with the grief I caused them as well as thanking the heavens above I did make it through. I'm still here so i must have a purpose even if I don't know what it is.
((HUG AND HUGE PRAYERS))

Here for you if you need a shoulder.

deleted_user 09/30/2008

I know how you feel but you must remember that you have a reason to go on. You said that you would like to be a mother well that is a reason to hold on. Speaking of mothers, if my daughter did something like that I would not be able to go on. Your mother would hurt so bad. I want you to look for the source of what brings you down and think seriously about removing it from your life. I know it is easier said than done but baby girl you are beautiful and have so much to offer. When you feel really down call a friend. I will send you a message and give you my cell # and you can call me anytime I sit up late at night sometimes until 3 or 4 in the orning and even if I am asleep I am here for you tell me to wake up and get a cup of coffee and we can talk all night.

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