Depression Support Group
Depression is a real and debilitating condition that is often misunderstood by family and friends. Its meaning can range from a prolonged period of sadness to an actual mental illness with specific symptoms. Find and share experiences with others who are going through the same struggles.
1-888-843-4564/ check this site
http://www.glnh.org/index2.html
and they can give you some local resources and you can get some counseling from them.
good luck. It will get getter.