I understand how you're feeling, really I do.

People I know are all busy "living" their lives, doing things with others, enjoying their favorite pastimes/hobbies, whatever.

That was me once up a time in a land far away.

Have you talked to your dr. about what's going on? It sounds like your meds aren't quite making it.

At least, as I recall, you were on some type of med(s) and had a therapist.

Weekends are worse for me because I know folks can't say they're tired from a long day at work or their kids & school as reasons they no longer connect with me.
I know they're able to get out there and relax and actually enjoy something.

I'm so very sorry you're feeling this way. Try to just take one breath at a time, don't compare yourself to others, that'll just make you feel worse which you already know though.
You are you,, and I believe you are doing the best you can in your here and now with what you have.

Just maybe, one of the folks in your real world will give you a call just to say hi if nothing else. I hope so, anyway.

One breath, one minute, one hr. at a time, we will get through the day.

Peace & gentle hugs........

I think that a key to being happy is to let YOU define what makes you happy and then go for it!

Everybody loves home grown tomatoes. They are easy to grow, but only a few people grow them. I grow them, they are really tastey, and it is something that sets me apart from almost all my neighbors.

So what is your tomato crop? What can you do that makes YOU feel good? (To heck with everybody else.)

I seem to remember (correct me if I am wrong) you have or had some type of cancer and were being treated for it. You have accomplished something huge just in dealing with this alone ...make no mistake in thinking you have not accomplished something :-).

I wonder if people are truly trying to be mean to us or they just honestly are ignorant to the fact that they honestly don't understand what we go through. I'm learning that with all of the sugar I have been eating lately (bad girl I am), has made my depression a lot worse. But for some reason I just can't seem to give it up. I'm between a rock and a hard place right now. We will make it and as long as we believe that we are just as important as the guy standing next to us, we are on the right road. Lots of hugs GB