Depression Support Group

Depression is a real and debilitating condition that is often misunderstood by family and friends. Its meaning can range from a prolonged period of sadness to an actual mental illness with specific symptoms. Find and share experiences with others who are going through the same struggles.

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DepressedRecluse 07/15/2008

it all started Saturday...i went from feeling good back to feeling like crap...don't want to do any thing...not caring about anything...feeling like the world is just out to get me...

my favorite therapy is going for a ride on my bike...well my therapy has been out of commission for a while...and it looks like it's going to be out for a long time...it needs a starter....and i need a job to pay for the starter....

my relationship with my fiance is getting worse...all he does is fuss and complain...and i am really starting to resent him...

and yesterday...i found out that I, yes I, screwed up my son's enrollment at his High School...now i have to fix that...

which means dealing with people...and i really don't like to deal with people when i feel this way...

i already feel like such a failure...all they're going to do is reenforce that feeling......

sorry for the long post...i just don't feel well and i hate this crapppy feeling....

-DR-

meandthebeast 07/15/2008

sorry honey.. that is just something that we deal with when we have depression. You will get the High School thing worked out I am sure. Dont be feeling like a failure. We all go through this and it turns out ok in the end. Hang in there and things will start getting better. As far as the fiance, I have no advice.. our other halfs can sometimes be very hard on us with our disease.. Good luck

sadmale 07/15/2008

For therapy I ride my bicycle. The exercise helps. I'm looking at motorcycles although I have never owned one. Good luck with love and life.

DepressedRecluse 07/15/2008

UPDATE...

i spent most of the morning on here, trying to feel better...

then i spent the last two hours looking for a job...

now i need to go do the house cleaning part...but it is sooooo hard to do when all I really want to do is go to sleep and forget about all my problems, issues, and everthing else......
...okay well here i go....

talk to you guys later...i hope...

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