Please help me. I feel like I'm hanging by a thread, and don't know how much more I can take. I just want to run and keep running and not look back. I just can't do this anymore. I feel like there's no hope. Having a VERY hard day with work. Looks like I might end up losing 2 deals that were suppose to close this week....all because of stupidity, and things beyond my control. I've had a day from hell. I call up my b/f, he has the afternoon off, and tell him what's going on with me, and he's like....sorry to hear you're having a bad day....gonna finish my soup and take a nap. It hurt so much. I want to be there for him, yet he won't let me in, he says he's trying, yet he won't let me in. I'm hurting, and I feel so alone, and can;t get any support from him....I know he's going through his own stuff, but GOD I can't even get any compassion from him, when I feel like I just give up on life. I'm a bundle of nerves, and right now, don't know how I'm going to make my bills this month. I have 2 kids to support, and I can't even do that. I have no one, nothing, a grown woman who can't even handle things. I just want to give up
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