Depression Support Group

Depression is a real and debilitating condition that is often misunderstood by family and friends. Its meaning can range from a prolonged period of sadness to an actual mental illness with specific symptoms. Find and share experiences with others who are going through the same struggles.

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trayanne76
trayanne76
I was sitting here last night making my plans. people here care about me, but thats it. No one helps me with the finances, no one gives a crap. I can clean throw my things away and go to a hotel and end this. I prayed last night and have been praying for 20 years to end this. maybe i should just do it myself. I cant support myself, i feel sick all the time so whats the point. The world doesnt mneed me, all my meds a sleeping pills should do it. Probably the end of the week, give myself time to make arrangements
Community LeaderThePepperMan
ThePepperMan
Please consider calling a help line. Here is a link to some resources:

http://www.dailystrength.org/help/crisis-resources

Here are a couple from that page:

# USA: Hopeline (Suicide): 1-800-SUICIDE (1-800-784-2433)
# USA: Suicide Hotline: 1-800-273-Talk (1-800-8255)
# USA: Grief Recovery Helpline : 1-800-445-4808

Here are some state specific hotlines:

http://suicidehotlines.com/

I'm trying not to dish out any cliches, but please know that there is always a way out that involves living.

Gentle hugs
trayanne76
trayanne76
thank u, i may call later. I talked to someone here on the caht and it helped a bit. Took a shower and did the dishes
Community LeaderThePepperMan
ThePepperMan
Keeping busy can help. This works best for me if I can see some progress, like clean dishes where there used to be dirty ones, a nice garden that used to have weeds in it. (OK, fewer weeds. Them suckers pop up all over the place!)
deleted_user
deleted_user
Hi there
What you are feeling is temporary. I have been there. You never feel like it is going to end. It takes courage but reach out and get some help. I am on an antidepressant and talked to a therapist, too. It made all the difference in the world. You are here for a reason. You can help others get well when you feel better. I held onto a hope rock for months because I had no hope. People on this website care and want to help each other.