This is me trying to be somewhat positive for a change. Had a good therapy session on Friday. It was obvious that my therapist and my husband are in my corner. Maybe I am not as alone as i thought. My birthday was yesterday. Last year I did not celebrate because I had a severe gallbladder attack. But my husband made sure I had a nice time this year. Granted....the situation with my mother is still causing me huge amounts of anxiety (she complains all the time, needs more care than is available because she insists on living at home, and is convinced she is at death's door and that is all she talks about). I have started to take care of my own things that I have put on the back burner. Don't get me wrong. The depression is still there...I feel it. I guess my point is that i think I may try fighting back a little. Anyone care to join me?