I previously posted about my shoplifting desire-Im going to call it desire because I think addiction cant gives impression Im powerless and Im not. I just give into the desire.
After posting here on Tuesday (I think) I stole again. About 80 dollars worth. Why-I just turned off the rational part of my brain and went for it. Luckily I did not get caught. I have stolen from shops,family and work. Very dangerous stuff.
Enough is enough. If caught -my job and Marriage will be on the line. So Im committing to posting on this thread each day.
im committing to stopping.
Im committing to dealing with my underlying depression.
Im committing to a more positive life.
Sure I would love some encouragement but in the end the value of this thread is to keep me honest
I can't stop shaking i am a Christian and i know god is right by me but im still scared of the upcoming events please help.
Life has handed us all some sour lemons, I seem to have gotten my share over the past year. Whether it be sour people, sour situations, and sour difficult decisions Ive had to make. It has been almost 9 months since I left my marriage. The marriage had gone sour long before I made the sour decision to leave and relocate. Life handed me those sour lemons and I made my batch of...