I previously posted about my shoplifting desire-Im going to call it desire because I think addiction cant gives impression Im powerless and Im not. I just give into the desire.
After posting here on Tuesday (I think) I stole again. About 80 dollars worth. Why-I just turned off the rational part of my brain and went for it. Luckily I did not get caught. I have stolen from shops,family and work. Very dangerous stuff.
Enough is enough. If caught -my job and Marriage will be on the line. So Im committing to posting on this thread each day.
im committing to stopping.
Im committing to dealing with my underlying depression.
Im committing to a more positive life.
Sure I would love some encouragement but in the end the value of this thread is to keep me honest
Hello All, I have been looking a long time, and today I finally got a job offer. It isn't much... minimum wage, part time to start... but I got it. I came home and realized that I pushed out everyone in my life that I would tell. So... Im Posting it here...
Mom living with me. Family stress all around. Sister won't give me a break. She's a shit. Mom doesn't want to go to nursing home and I don't want here there either. This is so brutal. I'm on the verge of losing my job. Have gained about 15 pounds over last couple months and I'm already obese. No privacy or respect.Just feel like giving up. I am giving up. It's not a decision...