I previously posted about my shoplifting desire-Im going to call it desire because I think addiction cant gives impression Im powerless and Im not. I just give into the desire.
After posting here on Tuesday (I think) I stole again. About 80 dollars worth. Why-I just turned off the rational part of my brain and went for it. Luckily I did not get caught. I have stolen from shops,family and work. Very dangerous stuff.
Enough is enough. If caught -my job and Marriage will be on the line. So Im committing to posting on this thread each day.
im committing to stopping.
Im committing to dealing with my underlying depression.
Im committing to a more positive life.
Sure I would love some encouragement but in the end the value of this thread is to keep me honest
I am 21. I have never not lived with my mom. Lately though, that's been a bad thing. Her and I get into 3 fights a day. Fights that end and sart with my being angry and sad. Fights that make me (slightly) which that i were dead. I want to tell my therapist about these fights but since i myself don't know why they happen, there's no use telling a stranger about them. Today, the fight went...
i found out recently that my father touched my cousin 30 years ago when she was only 5. My question is is it wrong of me to still want a relationship with my father after hearing he did that? what would you do? i know its the past, and i also dont condone what he may have done. it makes me so sick to my stomach. thank you