I previously posted about my shoplifting desire-Im going to call it desire because I think addiction cant gives impression Im powerless and Im not. I just give into the desire.
After posting here on Tuesday (I think) I stole again. About 80 dollars worth. Why-I just turned off the rational part of my brain and went for it. Luckily I did not get caught. I have stolen from shops,family and work. Very dangerous stuff.
Enough is enough. If caught -my job and Marriage will be on the line. So Im committing to posting on this thread each day.
im committing to stopping.
Im committing to dealing with my underlying depression.
Im committing to a more positive life.
Sure I would love some encouragement but in the end the value of this thread is to keep me honest
A lot of the posts I see on here are about people losing people and adjusting to being on their own. I have a family around me, I have a great relationship with friends and co workers. Yet I feel as if I have absolutely nobody who truly understands me. Constantly feeling like I am being judged by my family. Comments being made as to "oh your still single" "you need a relationship". All my...
I' really struggling with my depression and me and my partner keep arguing all the time cause I don't want do anything and he always moaning but I find it so hard to motivate my self to do anything i am on medication and got see a psychiatrist now I just feel like I will never over come my depression I have a good few week n then I go back down and it feels like I just want to self harm all over...