You won't be alone here.

I've been up and down for many years and it just gets exhausting after a while. Things go on in our brain that we often cannot control. But maybe people here can help balance out bad emotions with some good ones.

Sorry you are feeling so badly. You are a worthy person who deserves to live and find happiness. Don't give up on yourself. Please do not harm yourself. If something bad happens to you, your family and friends would be devastated. If you are not under the care of a professional doctor, you should see a psychiatrist who can evaluate and make a diagnosis. The doctor may or may not recommend medication and talk therapy. Continue to post on this site where you will make new friends who will listen and offer support. Good luck.

Please don't give up. You are exhausted and that's okay, just please hang in there. I won't commit suicide, but I've always felt so insignificant that I always wondered if anyone would even come to my funeral. Hopelessness, despair, we know what you're going through. Please call a suicide hotline and see a doctor. I don't know you, but I know you are a valuable human being. You deserve to live. ❤️

I can't give any positive advice, mostly because I'm in the same boat. I've fallen apart and I don't even want to bother picking up the pieces.

What I can say though is don't push people out. I've pushed away the very people I'm dying to have check on me, don't be like me. I had to text the crisis hot line today. It helped a tiny, tiny bit. Talk to them of you need to.

i can understand these feelings...i go through them as well......ppl suck....i am always getting acused of things i did not do as well....that and i always hear about things i do wrong or made mistakes on that they do not like....never any of the good stuff......so we are both feeling the same way..different reasons though.......why should we keep living? what is the point?.........guess this is not very helpful

People do that, but it does not mean they are right. Judge yourself based on you.

I just don't get what I did? I'm on meds now and I'm on week 3 and I don't feel a difference. I just want this all to stop.

Medication can take at least a month to fully get in your system and take effect. I know it's really hard but give it some time. Please hang in there. I've wanted to commit suicide too but talking to my family about it openly has helped me stop myself. I've also done the Text Crisis line as well. They are the reason I'm a member on Daily Strength today. They can help. Don't give up.

I'm honestly trying as hard as I can.