Depression Support Group
Depression is a real and debilitating condition that is often misunderstood by family and friends. Its meaning can range from a prolonged period of sadness to an actual mental illness with specific symptoms. Find and share experiences with others who are going through the same struggles.
The stress level in my house is so bad. Today we are taking my BP son to hospital, he has agreed to go, but of course doesnt' want to.
He was arrested DUI and resisting arrest and totaled the car..
My family..sister and father found out. They never really knew the exttent of his problems. They do not understand BP and question why I even try to help him when he causes me so much pain.
When my Dad questions me I get so choked up I can't talk. Literally. I sob inside. They make me feel so ashamed of myself and my son.
I don't know why I can't talk with out choking. I hold it all in until the damn breaks and I have to hang up the phone and go into the bathroom to cry. Sometimes neat hysteria.
What the hell's wrong with me?!
He was arrested DUI and resisting arrest and totaled the car..
My family..sister and father found out. They never really knew the exttent of his problems. They do not understand BP and question why I even try to help him when he causes me so much pain.
When my Dad questions me I get so choked up I can't talk. Literally. I sob inside. They make me feel so ashamed of myself and my son.
I don't know why I can't talk with out choking. I hold it all in until the damn breaks and I have to hang up the phone and go into the bathroom to cry. Sometimes neat hysteria.
What the hell's wrong with me?!
I don't think that there is anything "wrong" with you.
It sounds like a awful situation. I hope that you can find some support for yourself to help you through this time with your son.
I stuff my feelings alot of the time and then I lose it too. I am trying to learn to talk through the "choking". It is hard.