Depression Support Group

Depression is a real and debilitating condition that is often misunderstood by family and friends. Its meaning can range from a prolonged period of sadness to an actual mental illness with specific symptoms. Find and share experiences with others who are going through the same struggles.

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trayanne76
trayanne76
I am almost out of money. I am afraid I cant go on. I no longer care about what people will think. I think i should just go and end this. Shit, in less than a year i wont have any money to live on so i will die anyway
Community LeaderThePepperMan
ThePepperMan
I am sorry to hear this. Have you been able to get welfare from the state? This can be a lifeline for many people.

Gentle hugs.
trayanne76
trayanne76
Unfortunately, it would not even cover my electric bill let alone the mortgage, oil, food, car, insurance. I just give up
trayanne76
trayanne76
On second thought, no I don't give up. I'll find a way. IT will work out
deleted_user
deleted_user
You just said you don't care of what people think, of when you had said that, don't you think that is a sign of you holding your strength of not caring what other people think.

There are many people that live in this world that fight for their life every second, I will not believe that you just "wanna die" for loss of money.
trayanne76
trayanne76
Loss of money has sent me into many suicidal states before. I love it when people say money doesn't matter. Guess what, it matters if you want a home, food, to live. Can't live without it. When it's gone it is nerve racking, wondering how I am going to come up with the rent, my insurance, my food. 2,000 resumes and one interview. IT is bad out there and I am worried. Here is the other issuse, my brother does not help me at all, I am doing everything in this house alone and I am sick of it. Sick of being used, sick of having to take care of everyone. Im not doing it anymore.
deleted_user
deleted_user
I am so sorry. I just lost my job, and I don't have enough to pay my bills. Also, my sister is very sick and being rushed to the hospital right now. It is very hard. I am holding on, because I feel that I still have some things to do in life. There are some things that I still hope to see. I hope that you will hold on even though it is really hard right now. I hope that it gets easier. Please let me know if there is something I can do. Maybe try getting food from a food pantry and reaching out to family and friends.