The last few months have been non stop stress for me, I lost all my saving, (which was supposed to pay my living expenses while I finished school), because I had to pay my own tuition in full 3 terms in a row because my financial aid was on hold, which means I've been eating peanut butter sandwiches and top ramen for months. Now it is on hold again, I am beyond flat broke I am so broke they shut down my bank account because I was overdrawn $60. My mom is sick, and my grades are abysmal and I lost all my scholarships. In short, I am beginning to really feel so worn down by everything that I just want to sleep all day.

Does anyone else here ever feel like everything in life is intentionally falling apart? It seems like everything I try to do fails lately, and I don't know what to do. Normally I am very stubborn and when I fail I go back to try again, but I am starting to feel like it's not even worth it anymore. It feels like every time I climb out of the gutter life kicks me right back down again.

I want so much to be happy and secure, but every few months the bottom falls out and I am left broke and lonely and scared.

Sorry for whining, I just wanted to vent and ask if anyone else is going through a tough time right now and ask you all to share so I don't feel so alone. And advice is always welcome too.