So I need to be totally honest and just talk a little bout it. Maybe even rant a little on how stupid it is yet I still agree with it because there does need to be a line drawn. Understanding the law for legal age of consent is 16 in my state (14 and 15 consent can be given to yourself if that person is only 5 years older then you) There is this girl I met (a good friend of mines ex girlfriend which I didn't know til after I got to know her) and she is a real sweetheart. I really like her but I thought she was more my age yesterday it was her birthday and I asked her so how old are you now? 15 and all I can think about was OMG and I considered dating you in time if things continue to go as they are. She really likes me, I really like her this is really tough. Yesterday she was there for me all day and the day before (she spent her birthday making sure I was okay, my uncle died the previous day) she made me laugh and really happy by the end of the night I couldn't stop smiling. This makes this really tough because she is so nice to me but she is a complete year to young to be where it don't matter how old I am. it sucks having to wait now. because an event I planned on after a few more months if things went well has been ruined -.- I really don't wanna go to jail. So we are just gonna take the year and be friends really get to know each other well and go from there.

This is like killing me though I find someone who makes me happy and will actually stick around and talk to me and actually she was the one begging to talk to me and make sure I'm okay for the rest of the night til I fell asleep. It's rough to have this connection go smoothly and then this maze pop up out of no where with all these obstacles :( Life goes on :P