Depression Support Group
Depression is a real and debilitating condition that is often misunderstood by family and friends. Its meaning can range from a prolonged period of sadness to an actual mental illness with specific symptoms. Find and share experiences with others who are going through the same struggles.
suicide is such a hard word, i don't want to commit suicide i just want to die. i don't want people to come to my funeral saying it's all my fault, that i was just a weak person, that i'm going to hell. Honestly fuck them i hate all those people who all they do is look down on me. they have an unfair advantage over me, God didn't put them on earth to be prime example of what it is to be piece of shit. so to hell with all of them, if only they knew what it was like to be in my shoes. see i think a lot, and i self-concious, i can critic myself and i know the truth. they dont!! they don't need to know the truth because their truths are...idk. idk anything all i know is that i pride myself on being a person with a realistic outlook, but you know what? who the fuck cares, i'm starting not to so why should they. I know God must be sick of me, i ask for soo much that i understand why he/she doesn't talk back. i just wanto be a successful person..and if that's not possible then i just wish to die tomorrow i don't know which way to go right now..i'm wrestling in my mind right now and i just want some clear direction just something..anything
I have a purpose here on Earth. So do you. And it's not to be "a piece of shit." You are no worse than anybody else. God forgives. You have to forgive yourself. I know it's hard. I still am working on it all the time. But you are a good person. You are. You are worth it!!
Please reach out to all of us here. You are bound to feel better.
Comforting hugs.