I had an ECT this morning to help with my depression. For those of you who don't know what an ECT is.. to put it in layman's "shock treatment". If you've never been so depressed to the point where you wanna die and no meds or counseling helps....ECT's will!!! Anyway I had one and I feel soooooo much better....I am laughing, smiling and joking again. I am no longer wanting to die. It's truly a blessing to have something medical help so well. For those out there that think shock treatments are like "One Flew Over the Coockoo's Nest" think again... Hollywood loves to make stuff up and let me tell you that is COMPLETELY made up. I am grateful for the nurses, dr and staff and the hospital. They make the whole procedure not scary (not that it is) and make me feel like I'm cared for and about.