Ok, some of you know by now that I am emotionally fragile right now. THis past monday, I got into it withmy boyfriends sister and am being kicked out of the house. Long story short she talke dto me like a dog one to many times and I had had enough. I just feel like I want to give up. I mean nothing is working out for me. I can't get into to see the therapist or the psych doc to get my meds because this freaking county that I live in only has one Mental health place that has a pysch doc. This means that for over six months now I have been without meds and trying to deal with my depression on my own. I feel like the whole world wants me to feel like this. Like god made the biggest mistake when he made me.
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