About a week ago my boyfriend and I broke up. It was my decision but for good reason. I found out he was married, apparently going through a divorce. He lied about it and I gave him a chance afterwards because I think everyone deserves a second chance. About a week before we broke up he became really mean, he told me I was emotionally abusive because I chose when to see him. Obviously knowing this wasnt even the definition of emotional abuse I didn't take it too personal. Thpugh it did sting a bit at first. No one wants to hear that.
I also was almost certain he was messing around with someone behind my back. But always told me he thought I was being "sketchy"even though I didn't ever do anything like that
So I guess the point of this rant is that after I feel a lot better, no more controlling boyfriend. But I also feel...well kind of worthless. He's the first guy I trusted enough to date since my ex who really tore me up. I felt safe with him, like I could really see a future with him. It sucks to have so much hope and gave it taken from you. I also feel somewhat guilty for breaking up with him, because I don't want him to hurt. But I know it was right to do. End rant