Depression Support Group
Depression is a real and debilitating condition that is often misunderstood by family and friends. Its meaning can range from a prolonged period of sadness to an actual mental illness with specific symptoms. Find and share experiences with others who are going through the same struggles.
You could also try the loneliness support group. I've found it very helpful.
If distancing yourself from ... I would rather see you depressed and lonely than to return to or continue to be in an addictive life style. If that is what you left behind, I DO hope you will continue to stay away from it.
As for the loneliness and depression, you will get plenty of insight to them here on DS. Glad you are among us.