It is scary confronting things you haven't before, but coming from my personal experience, I know that seeing my therapist has been such a life changing experience (for the good). It will be hard but you will feel so much stronger for having done it. I wish you the best.

really it isn't that bad. go and she can help you. hugs

You dont have to go further right now if you dont want to. Tell your counselor what you think.
Still go. I know it is very hard, but in the end it is worth the agony (sp).

thanks, i know it's for the better but it's soo scary. i hate talking about how i'm feeling and such. i never really learnd how to so when i do i feel like idk, kind of selfish if that makes sence. and i know it's now but i just feel like it is.

I've found that going is the best choice I've made in a long time... give it a chance..

well she will ask you questions and then it goes from there

i've been going to her for a while and at fist it was ok i guess just cuz i've talked about most of the quesitons she asked because she was my 3rd counselor and she's been the one i stayed at the longest and idk. i just feel like i have to have teh right answer to her question and sometimes i say something and she'll give me a look like ugh idk about that. or something like that and it make me uncomfortable because i didn't unerstand the question or what i said is what i thought and she just like shut it down and i hate that. it makes me pull back and not talk.

there is no right answer to her questions. it's how you feel. if you don't understand her tell her

if i dont' understand sometimes i just sit there and she explains a lil more but sometimes i do understand and she still react's like that. i'm mostly scared cuz at our last meeting she said she was going to strip me of what i know and re build me. i'm really scared for that.

well that could be positive thinking.

i don't want to think about teh abuse and what all it caused on me. i just want ot be better without all the hard work. ugh i know i cna't actually do taht but i wish i could

I know how you feel. talking about it to her will help. she wants to help you

i know she want's to help but sometimes i'd rather not talk about it. like when i sit here and feel depressed and suck i want to kind of talk about it but once i get there and i have to actually verbaly talk about it i can't. and she get's frustrated and that makes me frustarted.

ok maybe crab some paper and maybe you could write things down and show her. it works

maybe. i just can't really actually talk talk about these thing's yet. writing them i'm doing pretty good with but i think that's cuz i'm not acutally saying them so it's easer for me to do. so maybe i do need to talk about them but ugh it's sooo hard and make's me just want to die. i have sooooo much self blame for all this that it's hard to talk about.