Depression Support Group
Depression is a real and debilitating condition that is often misunderstood by family and friends. Its meaning can range from a prolonged period of sadness to an actual mental illness with specific symptoms. Find and share experiences with others who are going through the same struggles.
I am at the point of depression that all I think of is ways to end my life.. I have a concience so iworry about the people I will leave behind, even though they aren't there for me. I am so done with life. I wake up crying, go to bed crying. Everytime things begin to appear like they are looking up then something else happens that just suffocates me.
Im done and don't know where to turn. I am so alone. I can talk to you all daily but its not the same as if family were there for me. Or someone to hold me and say its okay. And I rely on god but why would god allow so much drama and suffering in one life. I question life and really just don't wanna be here any more. Why cant god take my life and give someone who is sick, or with children another chance. :(
Im done and don't know where to turn. I am so alone. I can talk to you all daily but its not the same as if family were there for me. Or someone to hold me and say its okay. And I rely on god but why would god allow so much drama and suffering in one life. I question life and really just don't wanna be here any more. Why cant god take my life and give someone who is sick, or with children another chance. :(
You MAY have PTSD .. I do. It is a complication to depression .. and it takes some professional treatment to overcome (as I have ... I think).
If not PTSD .. then certainly major depression .. which also requires professional treatment.
Don't give up. You can overcome all this. You must turn to the profession for help .. even if you think you already have. The profession is the BEST source of treatment ... so don't give up on it or yourself. Don't give up.
Semding you prayers and positive mojo and some soft hugs..
I find that if I can have one thing in my life to look forward to, it helps a lot. Take control of that thing. Don't let other people have any responsibility for this thing!