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I am tired of people staring at me. I mad the mistake of telling someone that I want to commit suicide and now no one will leave me alone. Doesn't anyone understand that this is what's best for everyone.
1stillsickofit
i am assuming by your name that you have a kid(s) therefore it is definitely NOT best for everyone, its the easy way out for YOU and the beginning of a long hard road for your kid(s), sorry to be so blunt but im not telling you anything you havent already thought of. find a way to just keep going and find someone to talk to. peace
Bamamom214
yeah I have kids but I know things will be better for them once I am gone.
1stillsickofit
you "know" that do you? i say ask some of the people here who lost their parents to suicide what they think before you believe what you think. i can tell you I know those kids will be torn up for the rest of their life, so stop thinking about yourself and start thinking about them. no matter what you have done in the past, you can do right by those kids from here on out. i can tell you ALOT of us here keep going just for the sake of the children, its not ideal, but its enough. you have it in you to make life good for those kids, do it.
deleted_user
I am so sorry you feel you would be better off dead because I don't think you have given yourself a chance to heal from what you need to heal from. (((Hugs)))
Bamamom214
They are different kids than the ones you have talked to and I know whats best for them.
deleted_user
Bam please reconsider hun
1stillsickofit
that is what you tell yourself to justify it, it doesn't make it real, i think you know how wrong that statement is, otherwise you wouldn't put it out there to be taken apart. no child is better of without their parent, as long as there is no abuse. you need to fight harder for them.
deleted_user
I think what people really mean when they say they want to suicide, is that they don't want to live life the way it is. I am assuming this has been a long road for you. Has anything helped you even a little bit? What have you tried. It is hard to find a GOOD counselor, but if you can it helps. Hang in there, you have children to live for.
Bamamom214
So since I posted on here I'm not serious about it? Well let's see just how serious I am......bye
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