Hey cheese.. I can relate.. whats going on with ya?

Hi. Well nothing is going on actually. As I get older I enjoy the days less and less. I think I am very lazy and selfish and less smart as I get older. Tired of it. Thank you for talking with me.

It all takes time to change, Cheese. Stay with us here, and keep venting, talking and hoping.

Hey no problem at all dont thank me for talking that what we have to do here! You're not alone at all wanting someone to talk to.. like exactly what Seamus said! But dont be so hard on yourself.. take it from me.. the situation that happened to me and the reasoning for being here is why I know don't be hard on yourself cause it absolutely makes it worse! Love yourself be kind to number 1 and dont think negative.. please trust me when I say that.. I know it's hard to do with the whole easier said than done but it can be done honestly.. you have to be believe it!

I am having a hard day. I need a job. I dont see it happening though. This is very hard..

There are times when life gets really hard and complicated. I'm sorry you lost your job. I know how it feels because I lost a job before because the company closed. It's not a good feeling and you feel lost. It's okay to give yourself time to "grieve" the lost of your job. It's helps to not let that period last too long. It's easier to find a job when you start looking a few weeks after your job ended. Have you considered going to one of your local employment/unemployment offices? They would be able to give you job leads and help you develop a resume. Have you considered getting professional help for the drinking? You can get past this point in your life. Have you thought about writing down what type of job you would like to do and your job skills. This will help get you in the right direction in looking for a new job. I know many people who lost their jobs, including me and ended up getting a job that was better than the job they lost. Keep pushing forward. It will get better. Best wishes.

Thank you.