I have been thinking alot lately now that I have started to climb up out of my hole that and I realized something. I have spent a lot of time in darkness and dispair throught out my life with thoughts of sucide. But I never have done it. I still stuggle to get up and keep going. Because of this I feel as that there is still something in me with hope. That has brought some comfort to me. My hopes are this can help those who read.
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