Depression Support Group
Depression is a real and debilitating condition that is often misunderstood by family and friends. Its meaning can range from a prolonged period of sadness to an actual mental illness with specific symptoms. Find and share experiences with others who are going through the same struggles.
So, i've been on Zoloft for 3 months. I went from 50 mg to 75 and am now currently on 100. I dont think it's working but i havent told the doctor yet. I kep having these thoughts about how if i'd happen to die i wouldnt really mind it but then i find a reason to continue on but then i feel like this urge to cut myself. I've NEVER done this before in my life, but like, i cant help this urge to do it. And i wont do it because i'm the worst at handling pain. I cant even handle the tiniest amount of pain. But like i said, i cant help but get rid of this urge. And i'm too afraid to tell anyone because i dont want anyone to like look at me differently and what not. I'm scared and i'm looking for advice. Anyone?
Once again, as before, I strongly advise you to see a psychiatrist for evaluation and medication(s).