sense nobody ever reads anything i have to write, then i guess i can just start talking to myself.... i don't know hardly anybody on this chat room and it doesn't matter how hard i try! i get ignored and pushed aside! watch it, this discussion is going to move down the board just like all my other ones. im sorry that im not cool to talk too! im sorry that i dont have an interesting picture, or have interesting things to talk about! im sorry that my problems are not bad enough or horrible sounding!!!... every where i go in life i get pushed aside and walked all over, im never good enough... apparently im not even good enough to make friends in a place like this! so i guess i get no friends.... i will just go through life talking to myself, sense nobody else ever listens or bothers to remember my name and then die alone and ignored and nameless too... why was i ever given a name? nobody ever fucking wants to know it.... i cant get a friend, i cant get a boyfriend! fuck life!!!! fuck it all!!!!!