Depression Support Group
Depression is a real and debilitating condition that is often misunderstood by family and friends. Its meaning can range from a prolonged period of sadness to an actual mental illness with specific symptoms. Find and share experiences with others who are going through the same struggles.
why me.....is there something terribly wrong with me or what....lost a good friend to suicide 3 years ago...then another 4 weeks ago...she was only 18 and I didnt even know she had any problems until afterwards...so that was a really big shock.
In both cases, both friends couldnt deal with the pain of their past and took the easy way out.
Now Im thinking that maybe I will head the same way and it scares me...I dont think I will ever get over my past...it is with me every day and it dosent get any easier...harder if anything....just dont know what to do.
Think I need some counselling or up the meds...dont know....but will that be a solution.. I want to join my friends.....but I want to stay with my kids and hubby also...just cant win.
In both cases, both friends couldnt deal with the pain of their past and took the easy way out.
Now Im thinking that maybe I will head the same way and it scares me...I dont think I will ever get over my past...it is with me every day and it dosent get any easier...harder if anything....just dont know what to do.
Think I need some counselling or up the meds...dont know....but will that be a solution.. I want to join my friends.....but I want to stay with my kids and hubby also...just cant win.
my past haunts me too sometimes. but it\'s over, you can only control your present relationships. i know it\'s hard but you have to try.
sorry, if i sound like i\'m preaching, but i feel the same way.
HUGS