Depression Support Group
Depression is a real and debilitating condition that is often misunderstood by family and friends. Its meaning can range from a prolonged period of sadness to an actual mental illness with specific symptoms. Find and share experiences with others who are going through the same struggles.
Or you could just call a crisis line, just to have somebody to talk with about it besides the people you live with...temporary, but it can help.
I would try to cut back on the caffiene...which is totally hypocritical of me because I'm a total junkie lol...but the crashes are incredibly bad, and it makes everything seem worse. Wishing you peace