The word I picked up on right away was "thinking".. I'm sure we have all "thought" about it at one time or another. What is important, is that we never act on those thoughts. It is scary to have those thoughts, even if that is all they are, but that is where they need to stay, in the thought pile....Your welcome, and we are always here to listen. Post as often as you need to and we will be here for you.

It is so important to realize how wonderful that you caught this reaction. Please know we are here for you..feel free to vent when you need to.

I agree with gramybear about "thinking," and it's really good that you realized what was happening. You should let your doctor and/or therapist know about this. You show especially let them know if you ever consider acting on these thoughts.

Feel free to post here whenever you want to. By the way, you will get the most replies if you post a discussion topic in the general discussion, like you just did.

I hope you will get these thoughts under control and that you will feel better. Hugs

I used to think about it every day, but as I got my meds adjusted I started to think about it less, It still creeps into my thoughts tho. It can be scary, I know - Big Hugs