Im not sure what the variable (s) that are making you feel this way but i hang in there. I hope you get through this. Have you thought of starting new hobbies? Reaching out to friends? Consider making new friends? Sending positive thoughts your way!

Sorry you're having a bad day. I hope just for the heck of it you can work on your bike or truck or anything that might make you feel better. Sending positive thoughts your way.

i sent you a message. please let me know you're ok. i have very similar feelings about life as you.

Are you just having a bad day? Your time will come, my friend, Have patience. That's the best I can offer without knowing more about your life.

God Bless

I've felt that way to and yea don't have the courage to end it. But keep in mind that the reason you might not be is because there is a reason thats pushing you to keep going everyday. You just have to find what it is. My personal reason is that people that love me I can't hurt them that way. I just can't put them through pain that I can prevent.

Does it make you feel good to make these posts? Do you like the way it makes you feel?

I'm sorry you are still having such a hard time. Can you tell us more about why you are feeling this way?

BRIDGIE101 - Does it make me feel good to make these posts? ... Nope.

Do I like the way it makes me feel? ... Nope.

I actually have no feelings...I don't care about anything or anyone... Honestly nothing make me feel good...except maybe sleep...because if I am sleeping I'm not thinking...and if I'm not thinking...I'm not not feeling...I know I should have some sort of feelings but honestly I don't...unless you count anger and frustration...because I do have those feelings and then I end up having an anxiety attack...which I don't like and does not feel good...so there.

My answer to both of your question is NOPE!

Now let me ask you this: Why?

That's not a question for me. That's a question for you. You consistently make very negative posts, and always end them with a challenge. As though you are someone elses' job to fix. You're not. You're your own job to fix.

you have to figure yourself out.

I can give you a couple of pointers though:

You're very angry and I think cross the line from assertive to aggressive. You're angry and you think someone should show up and fix all your stuff. Nobody is going to. This is your life: you have to unpack it, find out what you are doing wrong. You are doing something wrong. That's your first premiss. If you lose the game of monopoly it's because you're doing it wrong. If you burn the cake it's you doing something wrong.

If you have depression, you're doing something wrong. But what? Well that's the $64,000 question isn't it. and it can take ages to find the answer. We all have to hunt for the answer, but we are responsible for finding it. If we go to doctors and ask for a pill, they'll just throw pills at us whether it fucks our endocrine or our body or what. If we go to counsellors and tell them we're hard done by the'll shuffle us along to someone who can tune that out and take the money.

But if we hunt inside ourselves, with the primary premiss that there's a card we haven't got, an idea we don't know, a technique we haven't learned... well then we're half-way home. Because then we start asking real questions, and we start investigating our own motives. And then if we have a counsellor we start asking that counsellor for real clues and real ideas. And then they give them to us.

Nobody will give us that kind of insight if we don't look willing to take it on board. They will just keep mouthing the platitudes and taking our money.

So yeah. Why right back at you.