I'm out on disability, my ex-boyfriend is went to prison last month for causing my injury, he was sneaking around with this girl since October, dumped me and started dating her in December, I'm stuck living here because I have so much debt and rely on his family for rides because my family sucks, he kept bringing her over for months, now he won't let me visit in prison and she's still coming here twice a week. Lately I've been thinking of suicide or cutting myself. I won't commit suicide because I know I'll find better someday, and I won't cut myself because I'm too much of a wimp. I am paranoid about everything tho. How do I shut my brain off? How can I get rid of this emotional pain without causing different pain?
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