Depression Support Group
Depression is a real and debilitating condition that is often misunderstood by family and friends. Its meaning can range from a prolonged period of sadness to an actual mental illness with specific symptoms. Find and share experiences with others who are going through the same struggles.
I'm out on disability, my ex-boyfriend is went to prison last month for causing my injury, he was sneaking around with this girl since October, dumped me and started dating her in December, I'm stuck living here because I have so much debt and rely on his family for rides because my family sucks, he kept bringing her over for months, now he won't let me visit in prison and she's still coming here twice a week. Lately I've been thinking of suicide or cutting myself. I won't commit suicide because I know I'll find better someday, and I won't cut myself because I'm too much of a wimp. I am paranoid about everything tho. How do I shut my brain off? How can I get rid of this emotional pain without causing different pain?
You are disabled ... your family sucks ... you are without asset.
I think you need to take some insurance company for all you can get.
First, - to help get out of your thoughts & hopelessness, - write down some goals.
Decide that this guy is bad news - you don't deserve this - & that you don't even WANT to have him in your life.
Don't even stress about his new girl friend
Decide that you will stay in the house until you are physically better, & you will walk away from this mess no matter how much his drama sucks you in.
Decide that you can leave this place & make it on your own, & make plans for it.
Try to get a good job & visualize having an awesome kind partner.
You do deserve better - So many people have brought themselves back - Good luck - I'm proud of you for not cutting yourself & committing suicide!
That is how it seems to me.
How about some (((BIG HUGGZ)))?