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HarveyDent
HarveyDent
Honestly, I feel too embarrassed to open up about my day. I unintentionally made some people angry when I got scared. Just please do me a favor and say some prayers for me. I'm tired.. it's been a long 16hr day.

I'm going to rest now.
WallyBear
WallyBear
Hi Harvey,

I will certainly say a prayer for you :-)

((((((HUGS))))))
TroJanThunder
TroJanThunder
It's very easy to upset others out of fear. Take a breath. Prolly not as bad as you think
deleted_user
deleted_user
16 hrs is along day. Get some rest Harvey and let the pieces fall where they may.....for tomorrow is another day! (Scarlet O'Hara in Gone with the Wind)
deleted_user
deleted_user
oh wanted to say, Praying for you also xx hugz
HarveyDent
HarveyDent
I'm honestly having a hard time forgetting about it. My conscience doesn't feel clear and the people I made angry I will have to see at work again. Also, what freaked me out was a police officer standing next to me for 3hrs, elbow to elbow. I thought it was weird cause that's not what a normal police officer would do. He was also started doing my job and taking tickets, which also isnt normal cause it made it difficult for me to do my job. Honestly, it could've gone real bad, luckily I just asked for a break, in a panicked way that didnt go over well with a lady who then called her husband and also got him angry apparently. She said I yelled at her when I didnt. My supervisor was basically like "fuck you, I'm not helping" although he help get me to that point by not doing his job and showing up hours earlier.
Not like I can tell the officer to let me do my job and get lost, he was in my comfort zone. [literally elbow to elbow] This type of thing isnt normally happening when I work that position. I found his awkward glares at me disturbing at times. Of course, if I say anything to upset a police officer it could end up with being beaten or tazed on the ground... worse case scenario being dead due to lethal force.

Honestly I just want to ease my mind and relax. I just want to continuing getting better and be able to have a healthy state of mind again.