Depression Support Group
Depression is a real and debilitating condition that is often misunderstood by family and friends. Its meaning can range from a prolonged period of sadness to an actual mental illness with specific symptoms. Find and share experiences with others who are going through the same struggles.
This is Avicon,
and I have a mental illness, it's called Schizo-affective disorder, I have delusions and I have major depression.
I did not chose to be this way, no one does.
but I am trying to look at the blue skies and the beauty in the world.
I am finally getting semi-better.
I went to school for the semester and I have passed one of the tests for compass, For reading I got 89 comprehension and 91 on vocabulary.
and I was at 4.2 or something and now i am at 7.9 in math. Hopefully I'll pass math and grammar later on, and then I can go and get into a program to become A human resouce assistant or something. then I plan to work my butt off...and then go back to school again so I can help as many people possible...It makes me sad to know alot people are sad and suffering...
My delusions were really bad...if you want to know or have questions, just ask...
take it one day at a time, and try to find one good thing a day...
take care
love ya,
Avicon
and I have a mental illness, it's called Schizo-affective disorder, I have delusions and I have major depression.
I did not chose to be this way, no one does.
but I am trying to look at the blue skies and the beauty in the world.
I am finally getting semi-better.
I went to school for the semester and I have passed one of the tests for compass, For reading I got 89 comprehension and 91 on vocabulary.
and I was at 4.2 or something and now i am at 7.9 in math. Hopefully I'll pass math and grammar later on, and then I can go and get into a program to become A human resouce assistant or something. then I plan to work my butt off...and then go back to school again so I can help as many people possible...It makes me sad to know alot people are sad and suffering...
My delusions were really bad...if you want to know or have questions, just ask...
take it one day at a time, and try to find one good thing a day...
take care
love ya,
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It's my understanding that the disorder is severe IF UNTREATED .. but with suitable medications, it is hardly a problem at all.
For you, I hope it is the latter and you find yourself enjoying a good life.
Best of luck to you. WV
Another episode was the hardest one it because i stop taking meds, I remember evil was jumping into people's minds, and I was trying to escape it so I jumped out of a moving van, and then i blacked out and then i was catatonic and didn't speak or move because I was in t he future, past and the present and if i made a move i would change the course of history or the present or the future. It was really scary,
Now I hadn't had a episode in a couple of years, so far so go....
also the depression, oy we all know that sucks...
well i hope you don't give up,
recently I realize I way too hard on my self and I starting to learn to like me, I 've always liked people, but My paranoia has ruined most of my relationships that or my thought disorder. People tell me I am kind of random, oh well, sorry if this too much info...
take care
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