Depression Support Group

Depression is a real and debilitating condition that is often misunderstood by family and friends. Its meaning can range from a prolonged period of sadness to an actual mental illness with specific symptoms. Find and share experiences with others who are going through the same struggles.

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just venting

falseface
falseface
This is so messed up. I wish I could be a better person. Stronger. I hate feeling so helpless. Why can't I just get up and get better? Why do I have to feel this way? I have a friend who has a biological father (who's kind of estranged), an ex-step dad, a current step dad and he's a solid, level guy with no issues. I grew up in the most normal of households, and I have issues with my own identity. I'm so tired, but sleeping is not an option and I don't have any sleeping pills in the house. Aaaaaarrrrgggghhhh!!!!! But I know things will look different tomorrow.
deleted_user
deleted_user
Im sorry you feeling soi low hun..I know just how you are feeling we all have been there..And believe me when i say you are soooo strong..to be still here with depression fighting every day..posting to get support and help..thats the strongest thing you can do is keep fighting..
Hopefully you are right and things will look better tom..just know you are not alone..im here listening if you need to rant or went any time..
hugs
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Have you tried therapy? It may help to speak with a therapist about your issues.
falseface
falseface
I have been thinking about it. I saw a child psycologist when I was about 11 years old, but when I went back the second time, I just couldn't tell the truth about how I felt, so he told my mom I'm fine and that's about how it's been since then. I've become so good at hiding everything. I suppose that's why I'm here now. I'm tired of hiding.
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I was the same way for many years - in denial. Finally I realized I was destroying myself. Counseling and psychiatry have given me hope and help me immensely.

I smile when I read your comment about identity, because I used to call myself a puppet. That's really how I felt, like a puppet.

Having depression and other issues gives "courage" a whole new meaning. You are indeed courageous, my friend. Stay strong. I'm here for you!