You came back for the same reason we all come back...to remember that we are not alone in this! Depression always seems to know when we are at our weakest but these are just very bad days that will pass. I know it's hard to believe now...God knows I never believe it when I'm at my lowest...but you will get through this again and be stronger for it!

Please keep posting and write out everything you feel in your journal. It does seem to help and remember YOU ARE NOT ALONE! Everyone on this site understands and will offer support :)

The hardest part of the depression we have for the loss of a great love in our lives is how it can seem to be going along better and, 'BAM!!!' we are hit with such heartbreak. For myself, I have noticed that it is just that part of my loss that has not fully healed -- and often other circumstances can trigger the depression and leave me feeling totally overwhelmed and at a loss. We need to exercise very good self care and treat ourselves with the love we would show if we were our very best of friends. Sometimes we just need a 'time-out' to mourn and reconnect with those feelings of loss -- it seems to be that way with me at times anyway.

When I am in depression I take it slow and am very gentle with my wounds -- allowing them to do their needed hurting and finding of further healing.

I'm just so very sorry this depression has come back. Keep reaching out and know you are among those who care and can truly relate to how difficult it can be to cope when depression strikes us.

THank u guys. I am just sitting here and I cant even get the cry out. Just sitting, watching tv

And I just lost my pet

I am so sorry about your pet. On top of everything else you are going through that is so hard. I have a cat and I love her so. I had not had a pet in 20 years when I got her. I regret all those years I let go by without one. I hope you get a new one soon. Remember you are not replacing your pet you are demonstrating how much you loved him/her by wanting to continue experiencing the joy that pets bring to our lives. If your pet had not been wonderful you would not want another.

I want another, but not yet, im too down right now and don't think I am good to take care of it right now

I am sorry you feel so down.I know what is feel like.I suspect you need to be evaluated for another med that won't make you tired.

Be careful about dating sites. You never know who that person really is.

Support groups, an lcsw/therapist, someone you can talk to about your problems. Consider those.

Find some way to divert yourself.A good book.A game you like playing.Something you can find enjoyment in.Take care.

I am knitting right now watching tv, feel a bit better