Depression Support Group
Depression is a real and debilitating condition that is often misunderstood by family and friends. Its meaning can range from a prolonged period of sadness to an actual mental illness with specific symptoms. Find and share experiences with others who are going through the same struggles.
One thing you could do would be to meet for coffee, and have a friend there as a safety net for you. If you are overcome with sadness, you could just walk out, and your friend could meet you by your car or something.
I am so sorry that this is causing you such pain.
Gentle hugs.