I am sorry you are having a rough day today. I haven't lost my mom yet but I know it will be very hard for me to go through Are there any other family members who you could talk to? I am proud of you for posting here and letting us know you are hurting. You probably don't feel up to messaging your friends but I for one would have responded as soon as I was able to. That is because you matter to me and I have been impressed with the way you have been fighting your depression and making forward progress. You have been through a lot and I just pray some good things begin to come into your life. Please keep me posted, especially if you begin to feel worse. Don't try to go through this alone!

I know how much you miss your mom. I lost my daughter 3 years
ago on the 21st of this month. . .my birthday. I so do feel for you.
Peace and hugs.

I am so sorry for your loss, my Mom passed away over 30yrs ago, it will get easier with time. Some years are more difficult than others, just "tell" her how much you love and miss her or maybe do something in her name (volunteer, donate, etc)

Be strong, your Mom would want that!

Vent all you need to, sweetiepie! You are loved!!!! xoxoxoxoxoxo!!!!!!!!!

I am sorry. Hang in there friend.

(((((((trayanne76)))))))
I am so sorry. You truly are a warrior and your mom must have been amazing just the same.
There is no greater pain than losing someone you love because there is no greater love that can compare to how much you felt for that person.
Suffer Well.

HI guys. Still here. Trying to get through. I am so upset i cant even send my private messages. just wanted to let everyoone know i am alive, and hopefully will feel better soon. No more insurance, so no more meds. thinking of quitting therapy soon, not helping. and i dont have the money to spend on it. everything is falling apart

I took care of her through lung cancer, and brain cancer when it spread. 24 hours a day. I was with her when she died. She brought me into the world and I was with her when she left

That's the greatest thing you could do for your mom, and that is by being there when it counted. I know how hard it can be watching your parents get old. Think it's probably the toughest thing you'll ever do in your life is watching a loved one die. But in saying that you have to know in your heart that your mom was feeling just a little better knowing you were there with her.

You'll get thru this, one day at a time. The reason I know this is if you could get thru taking care of your mom you can get thru anything. We are all here for you, so when you feel crappy just let it out. You'll be ok.

awww...that's OK..venting helps you relieve.Miss my family..they all living in eastern Europe.but i harden,other ways I would be emotional wreck.Hugs

Brand new here so forgive any mis-steps with technology.
I'm so sorry you lost your mom. I know how deeply this hurts and how helpless if feels - mine passed away ten years ago and during certain times, I STILL cry hot tears for missing her so much. I find a little comfort in going to her gravesite (I don't sit and stare at the marker - I usually walk around because it's so lovely there and peaceful). I gain more comfort when I close my eyes and recall just a simple smile or her hair or her eyes. In this sense, they are still very much a part of us and it's all we can have right now. I hope, in some small way, these thoughts could help comfort you.