Depression Support Group
Depression is a real and debilitating condition that is often misunderstood by family and friends. Its meaning can range from a prolonged period of sadness to an actual mental illness with specific symptoms. Find and share experiences with others who are going through the same struggles.
Keep holding on. It's the best we can do on days like this. Just remember that keeping on means you still have a chance at happiness, ending it means game over.
I know what it's like to miss a parent. i lost both my parts before the age of 12, and now nearly 10 years on i still miss them everyday.
You need to stay in this, because think, really, would your mom want you to do that? i'm guessing not, she lost her life so don't take yours for granted, live it, and if not for yourself then do it for her, carry her beliefs and thoughts on and carry that piece of her that is still here and very much alive.
Maybe go onto the ds mantra group and read some of the sayings that other ds members find help them through. Fight for the light, it's there... you just need to find it
SBoom is right on target. It's so true. Glad you are going back to work, See, things are looking up aleady. Hugs!!! ~Nay