sometimes the things we have no say in are really just what we need. try to find solice in your strenghts. hoping the best for you.

I've experienced the same thing at a previous job, but I'm much better off now. It was hard for a while but I have a much better job now. That negative experience taught me not to settle, and to acknowledge my strengths and weaknesses.

I'm sorry work doesn't understand your predicament. Take this time to step back and breathe, try to let yourself heal, then when you are ready to you can go back to work on full form and achieve your full potential. WIth the release of the stress of work you mind find yourself a lot less depressed and pent up, i know i have since being off work.

I know what it's like to feel alone, but believe me when i say you aren't., there are lots of people who have been in / understand your situation. Talk to people on here, that's what we are here for!

I hope you start to feel better very soon!!!!!!
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thank u so much for your support. I am enrolling in an online course and hoping that will give me some new skills, that way im not jome and doing nothing

I was recently fired as well, and was not given an explanation as to why, but they did try to 'write me up' for making mistakes at hour 15 of what was supposed to be an 8h shift, and I told them they were being unrealistic and I would not sign it. The human is not a robot, at 15h of work, we make mistakes, and disciplining someone for that makes not sense and that adding more of the same problem to the situation, stress, will only lead to more of the same issues. I guess that was too much reality for them, two days later I was gone. The online course is a great idea, just try to connect with some other students to help keep going. I have tried a few programs and keep quitting because of the isolation.

Boss lefta message that i had to speak with her right away. I am so nervous and upset. Cant they just get it, I am taking a leave. Periodtheres nothing to talk about. They are like harassing me. and im sick of it almost ready to just quit

Talking to your boss and reminding him/her that they made you take a leave may be a good idea. Best suggestion I can give anyway. Looking into another job that will both appreciate you & that you will enjoy may be an idea, too.

The feelings you are having right now are part of the shock of it all. You are not a loser at all; you are human just as we all are. There are some real sharks out there in the work world. Some are simply scary. I got fired in August and it was brutal. I was on the Employee Assistance Program and they looked at me dead in the face and said "Yeah, it does look like we must part ways." I had been there 11 years. I stuck to my guns. The Director then turned to me and said "Yeah, you should probably just go ahead and work elsewhere." I told him straight up that I was not quitting. They fired me a week later.
The point is you are keeping pace with your own soul. These people who scoff and have not an ounce of empathy are not aware of thier soul it seems. Of course they may not give you the respect you deserve because the two of you are on different roads. The road you are on is driven by authenticity and awareness. The road they appear to be on is money and more money. I don't really think you can have both. When you are connected to your soul you follow a harder path in being true to yourself. The price may be high on that but the return is love for self and others.
They hated my work too Trayanne. Just because they were my employer does not make them correct in thier assessment. Try not to give credit to those who give you no love.
It will get better.

It doesn't make you a failure to have to take a leave. I had to take two in one year. It was much needed. I did what I had to do to get better and was able to go back to work. Truth be told I was performing much better after the leave that I was before it.