Are you taking medication? Pardon my noisiness. I've been taking antidepressants for several years now and while they are not by any means a miracle, they do help somewhat. Keep trying to find something that helps your depression. Trust me when I'm depressed, I have thoughts like that which I record in my journal. Then I read them back when I feel better and I can't believe I wrote them. What I'm saying is don't make decisions when you are depressed. The depressed brain is truly lethal. It's like a one track on how nothing will change and it consistently focuses on the negative. When I feel better, my mind tells me though I may not have everything I would like; it's not that bad.

I was on meds, i thought i was going to loose my job and my insurance so i stopped. It was stupid thing to do and now i am paying a very high price. I was feeling so good that i joined eharmony, and was talking to a guy, and I got scared an cancelled it. Its like i was slowly cancelling credit cards and all these things, like i knew an end was coming. I just dont know what to do. If i feel like this Monday i may go to the hopspital

It took almost 2 months for me to get my system straight when I stopped my meds.. and eeriely enough....I am stopping again!
I am taking major vitamins now. I am getting help from my family.
Talk to your brother, let him know how serious you are! cry...scream, let it out!!

I know i should. the onther night the axel broke on my car, and the guy told me i was lucky i wasnt going fast. The only thiing i could think, i wish i was. thats when i knew something was wrong.

Im going to go eat. maybe ill feel better. i am sick also which doesnt help.

Woke up this morning. Guess thats a good thing. If i made it through last night maybe i can make it through another