I am fairly new here to comment, but saw you need to talk?

Thank-you. :'(

what is wrong?

I am going to kill myself.

Sweetie, there has to be someone there who cares about you more than you know. You are on here asking to talk...that is hope and recognizing, your are hurting, is first step to live. There is not a day that goes by, I have not thought of just ending it also. But i did not.
There is a reason for that deep inside of myself, that wants to live. Same as inside of you. You are so much more than you give yourself credit. Do you have family? a friend, or church, a hosp crisis center, can you put a call through to your doctor? or just vent here.

I lost a friend very dear to me, a young man like a younger brother to me last January. He felt like no one cared, and he was surrounded by kids, friends, co workers, who loved him. I wish he would have said, is there any one to chat??????? YES there is. caseworker, sponsor, minister, (any minister is open to listen believe me, you do not have to go to a church for help), You are here....that is life, your heart beating, wanting to live. you do have a purpose. Be a positive example, and be able to say look what i have been able to over come. one small step at a time, asking for help, is a new beginning. Let's work through this.

I want to see you enjoy life more than you'll ever know. Can you do something for me sand the others here who are concerned? One tiny little step at a time...let someone know..besides us, i mean. Someone there...in your life.that you can go to and lean on..and let them help you find help. All it takes is one little step.......stop trying to carry this burden...let people in to help. Okay?

Are you a troll?

If you are a troll, you can still talk.